about that. haha. jeeze. does not seem like that at all! and i know what you mean. ive been having a hell of a time w/ guys right now. im still in love w/ my ex. but im dating another guy whos in the navy and on cruise for 7 months. my ex and i have hooked up and things have been pretty flirty and like they used to be when we dated. he always talks about how he misses me and how he missed 'this' (meaning the couple-esque stuff that we say/do). so now i dont know what i want to do. go for my ex again, or stay w/ navy boy. i figure i have 7 months to really figure things out. but its stressin me out a lil bit. and then i have school which is starting to kill me. i have so much work to do, and im trying to keep my grades high and raise my gpa. its just freaking killin me. but im jealous that youve seen so many bands. id like to go, but either i have school stuff or i lack the funds to go and see them.

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just because u have one doesnt mean that u have to be one